I am fully aware that I told you all that I was pregnant sometime in December. And I found out right before Thanksgiving. BUT it is just now sinking in.
I think it's because I am getting a round belly and I am already waddling sometimes. I guess my bones or ligaments are stretching and it makes walking a little uncomfortable. I haven't felt the baby move yet, but Marcus and I saw my stomach moving a little last night. That was a little crazy. And to be honest I am kind of scared to feel the baby move in me. It might freak me out.
And sometimes I am hesitant to write about my pregnancy on my blog, because I know so many of you want to have babies and I sure hate to rub my pregnancy in your face. Then I realized, me being pregnant could give you some hope. We tried or at least didn't prevent a baby for 5 years. There were times I wondered if it would ever happen. I had a real peace about everything though. I didn't want a baby if God didn't want me to have one. I just stayed thankful for the things we did have. There was a time or three I wondered what my identity as a woman would be if I wasn't a mom though. It feels like you don't "fit" sometimes around other girls unless you have your kids to talk about.
So know that I know how blessed I am to be pregnant. I don't take it for granted. I shouldn't shy away from the subject, because this is a miracle from God.
Some pregnancy updates at 18 weeks:
*I haven't barfed at all! And I don't plan on it.
* I am hungry a lot. My hunger usually wakes me up at 5 am. I don't feel like eating, but I have to.
*I have lost 2 pounds so far. Who knew getting pregnant would make me lose weight?
*I haven't worn maternity clothes yet, but I need to. I got a Bella band to use on my existing pants and I love it.
*We will find out the gender in a little over a week. On March 2nd. Of course I will let everyone know!
* Our girl name is Katie and our boy name is Jack. We have had those picked out for YEARS. I like traditional names, because mine is NOT. It always gets misspelled or mispronounced. For those of you that don't know, Dina rhymes with Tina or Gina.
*I am craving more salty than sweet. Which is crazy, because I LOVE sugar. It's probably how I have lost 2 pounds.
* Tomorrow begins the official "Advanced" in the Advanced Maternal Age I keep hearing about. I will be 35.
And my sweet mother in law took me shopping for some clothes for my birthday. Here are a few things we got at Motherhood Maternity:




I will get them tomorrow at my birthday party, and not a moment too soon. I am busting out of most things. It's funny, because it surprises me every morning?